Absurd Feeling

No feeling is having your mind blinded just as the headlamp of your car having a fuse trouble. Taking your step forward or backward does not make any difference as each move you make is overshadowed with regret for choosing the misleading decision.

I haven't succeeded in finding the reason why I had to walk my heart into the door you had intentionally opened with magnetic power sucking me inside the very enchanting and spacious room where everything seemed to have no barrier or obstacle allowing me to explore the absurd feeling of mine.

Spotless smile over your face when a temporary good-bye was uttered out of my mouth. The bright afternoon, but the most everlasting memory. Real passion reflected from the pinkie cheek with a few stains resulting from lack of pigment was visible with no blur. Oh God! I love her (76126).

Fall for You

Powerless and having no legs to stand with might be the appropriate expression that best describes how I feel now, having no courage or solid base to appologize for what occured on the unforgettable day, just 7 months following the terrible sickness. The blunder I made by sending you off out of my embrace forever has made me a fool, who lives the life without the three letters of the magic power. I should have made my unspoken confession that could have released the living memory. I remain unchanged, being the great pretender for the sake of the apples of my eyes. It is he who can keep me struggling for being a smiling daddy. It was just like yesterday when I pronounced my promise, "Latif, I swear I will do everything to make you happy." It is also she the only one who can kill my curiousity to get what I want to get. Everything becomes real when you say my name. Suddenly I am falling into an unconcious world where everything seems beautiful and filled with never-ending joys. My ritual action is kissing on the three parts of their face: forehead, left and right cheek. The prince and the princess.

I am frequently startled when logging into my fb account. Without being controlled, I automatically type your name, the essence of beauty. Feeling a bit better as soon as your smiling beatious complexion appears. I fall for you forever.

February 15, 2011

When You Have Something Stolen

When we see a tree growing up to the power cable, it's the time to trim it to save other creatures around it from any possible danger. But not long after that, another firtile branch will grow, replacing the one already cut away. God will take something we feel we have just to save us from any bad things that we may do or occur to us.

 

Patience is when we submit everything to Allah, Who determines our life, luck, and anything. We have nothing, and Allah will give us something or take it back just for our good sake.